Sunday, July 13, 2014

No Hope for Parole

I read once
that with Death
the first night
is the hardest.
I suspect 
it would take 
me 
a little longer 
to grow 
accustomed.

In the joint
the old cats
all say,
that when
it comes to
doing time,
the first year 
is the hardest.

It takes that 
long
to adjust to 
the pace,

to the dangers
of poison hooch,
and homemade 
shanks,
and the politics 
of jealous Nazi
punks who are
top of the food chain
and bottoms 
just for fun
because of
late night 
visits from
creepy uncles
back home
in the world.

It takes 
a while to know
the lay of the land,
the way of things.

It takes a while
to learn to slow 
your roll.

I suspect that in Death,
like prison,
the first year may be 
the hardest.