Thursday, April 25, 2013

But One



He wrote the
myth of  
himself
every time
the story danced out
of his mouth
on bourbon scented
breath.

He had a shock
of untamed hair,
and a bullet-proof
countenance
that was pleasant
enough                  

but it was the words-


his self-proclaimed
legend-


and the colors
that he painted them-


with deft
brushstrokes
of sweet tea
sinful flirtations
in graveled
Southern drawl,
that made them
want  him.

She was a
Christ church woman.
A singer of praise,
gifted with angelic spirit,
a soulful
doorway to
Gods own throne,
her heavenly form
that of a
girl
perpetually
fresh blossomed,
slender and soft.

Hanging on his
musings
she would
smile at him
with her
eyes;

greenest gems
of exotic
faraway lands,
glued to every
foolish thing
he’d do.


They shared time
in stolen moments.

He was not her man.

Together
they breathed in
the arts,
and music
and a love of love
or at least
it’s game.
And she would

share her joys with him

and other times her pain.

Softened
he would tell
her of his
broken  life;
a dark
and twisted  tale
of lost love
and pin prick
highs.

I wonder how
many have fallen
in love
with you.

All of them,
he’d say
a Superman smile,

and she thought
it might be
true.

The short lived
romance
a screeching tire
car flight
through heavy traffic
dangerous  and loud
and lastly a
twisted heap of burning
metal-

the wreckage
of reckless lust.


10,000
bottles later ,
and nearly as many                           
poems,

he’d
recall her,
fondly,

all of them but one.

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

Win Win

well
i suppose
it worked
out
and everybody
gets
a little
something

scooter
gets the girl
like there
was
ever a
doubt

you get
scooters
undevided
attention
he will behave
for a moment
until he
takes you for granted
again

and i get
the pain
the selfish angst
that is
a hurricane
where art
blows in with
the destruction

Monday, April 15, 2013

To be sane.



The man beside me twitches
another cannot not curse
and that child woman
over there
seems to suffer the world
like me.

I sit and wait for the doctor
who would see inside
my head.

The poorest come here
with me.
We cannot afford
a stable mind,
the pills and therapy
of our betters.



We cannot afford to be

sane.

Wednesday, April 3, 2013

A Certain Kind

In those days
he was
just
beginning to be
noticed,
and they
would come
to him,.

Often
a student from
the local university,
sometimes
a Muse,
occasionally
rarely,
a protegee

and they
would
pretend to love
him
and he them.

Flash fire
hot and fast.

Sweat and bruises
and sweet juices.

Tender
trailing fingertips
dirty talk

but it was
the inevitable
break-up,

tears and
curses.
The self-loving
heart-ache
that he craved.

YOUR POEMS SUCK!

shouted the best
of them,
the ones who
knew how to cut

as he
painted them out
of pictures,
gave waitresses
the pet names
he'd always called
them.

And drunk
on the petty
drama
of the
broken hearted,
he'd wander
blindly down
dirty streets.

Tickle the lock
of the boarding house
door
and enter
the smothering
silence.

Addicted,

he'd say
to himself
and sit
at the keyboard
lit by shabby
single lamp
and peck away
at the night

again.























Renee

Nursing a
Rolling Rock
and heartache,
in a joint
with hand thrown
pies and
craft beers
downtown,

I passed by her
on the way
to relieve
myself.

Sitting at a
table -
couple of
kids
Inever saw.

When I glanced
up and smiled
I was stricken,
poleaxed
by her eyes,

her hair
spilled about her
shoulders and
I wanted her

friendship,
her everything,

I wanted her
in a burning
teen crush
kind of way.

I am sorry,
I said,
and she knew.

For what?,
she asked
and it
gave me strength.

Having seen you
this once
I will write
a thousand poems
for you.

She smiled
a Mona Lisa
smile and

told me her name.